okay im getting extremely depress and uptight over my sch work.
sang at` @ 8:47 PMThursday, March 23, 2006
im beginning to dread my every single day in SAJC.
its nolonger the issue of the people (coz ive bonded quite alot w my CG) but rather the fact that im feeling really stupid in that sch.
i have found myself in sucha position that being a 12 pointer there is nothing to be proud of. and to mk things worse,im struggling with my chem and SOMETIMES MATHS.
apparently, i thought both the subs were pretty fine. since im taking H1 chem while ive got maths tuition.
BUT aft today, it made me think twice, and im feeling 30 times more demoralise.
mugged at macs today while waiting fer the bf. and i did 2 qns and ATTEMPTED another 2.
in 2 FARKIN HRS. and only 1 qn ive got it right. HOW GREAT CAN THAT BE?!!?
and im feeling so helpless here. Oh goshhhh. someone save me.
and then i did Inequalities thinking thats the easiest chapt to get by with. NOT REALISING IVE GOT ALL MY CONCEPTS WRONG!! and a tirade of vulgarities were spewing out of my mouth the whole time! TSKKK. but bf was there patiently to guide me and solve the qn with me. PHEWWW.
OK, I STILL FEEL STUPID.
wads the fucking use of being hard working?
who were the teachers (or some famous person) trying to lie when they said the route to success is base on 99% hardwork and 1% intelligent
IT certainly isnt gonna work fer me.
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